So for the sake of going to conventions I've missed  a bunch of classes. I'm more or less doing worse than I wanted in 80% of my classes, and my professors are going to give me shit about it after break. And to add some more kick to my dilemma, I'm suffering a bit of a financial pickle.

Fuck my life. That is all.

Whoopee. This summer passed by pretty quickly, three months gone in a flash. D: I can no longer remain a lazy and good for nothing bum. I have to study hard and work nowT_T -cry-

I'll be leaving for good ol' VA Thursday. I'm going to miss all my Florida buddies, I was fortunate enough to spend some time with quite a bit of them, some more than others. Still, there are so many people I wish i could of spent more time with. :( You guys know my parents are insane, and they want to keep me sheltered, if only a little. Alas, this was a crazy awesome summer, it easily ranks as the best ever. Why? I've finally received more freedom while living at home than I ever had in my entire life. I could stay out to 2am and not get any crap when I got home. I'm Asian. Accept my crazy parents. Lawl.

I thoroughly enjoyed all the time I spent this summer doing productive activities (<--- LIES). Okay.... I spent most of my time playing video games. Which is... somehwhat productive? I haven't finished Okami yet, even though I really should. I'm bringing my Wii again, but I promise to use it this year. At least I can since my bitch of an ex-roommate is no longer in my life and interrupting my gaming. ILY Jasmine <3 and ILY  future LCD T.V  of ours :D

Err... what now... Oh right :D I need to pack and decide all the crap I have to lug back up there. My laptop will be the most annoying to haul on the plane, my carry on cradling my Wii will be second. I'll try to minimize the amount of luggage I take back, considering I have more shit in storage, along with my precious BMW. (Continues on ranting about packing...)

So yes, RMC. Can't wait. I can see all my awesome buddies, live with Jasmine, party till I'm sick of it, game, have misc. fun times, and aikido :DD

Yay! -pumped up mood- I'm excited so I'll stop typing now :P I'll spare you the the tentacle excitement. Toodles.

P.S: I HATE YOU WORLD OF WARCRAFT FOR POSSESSING MY SOUL ALL SUMMER D:<

So... it seems as if I'm very much longing for someone and it is very distracting. I'm getting nowhere near done with my exams because of this. Help?

Well I missed history today which is really BAD, seeing as I already used up all my unexcused days. I suck, but now I suck royally. I have an A in the class though... if I keep it up I'll just be bumped down to a D? -sweatdrop- I guess this means I have to make my oral presentation the most badass thing ever.

So I bet you're wondering why I missed it, and it isn't because I overslept (not mostly anyways). I was invited to HSC (Hampden Sydney College) for a concert, I wanted to see SOJA and party hard, which I did. I got to meet some cool fellows and hang out with my good friend Elliot :) . This college is pretty neat, for an all men's college, not to mention my school's greatest rival. I don't regret the two hour drive visiting the college. I do regret missing class by being a lazy ass and not waking up at 6am to leave. Rawr.

This weekend I was invited to HSC (again) for greek week but sadly I already made plans with another good friend of mine. In addition I'm missing the bamboo party -sadface-.

I'm looking to all the partying, drinking, picking rooms, scholarship banquet, football team meeting, and being on the greek awards commitee (did NOT see that coming), but I have a shit ton of homework to do for the weeks to come. I have my synthesis due monday which I haven't even touched (I just printed out my sources just now after coming up with a lame discussion question), my research paper for FYE, and my oral presentation for history. I need to stop bitching and get to work =_= -sigh-

First of all, I should even be on here. I have a paper due in FYE tomorrow which I need to finish, and then I need to study for my logic exam. I'm so scared that I'm going to flunk it -panic attack-. Raaawr I swear I have problems paying attention or focusing, this sucks so bad. Tomorrow needs to come and go fast or I'm going to cry.

My upper lip is hurting like a mother still, I fell on my face in aikido when my big, strong, male nage THREW me so effing hard that I couldn't catch myself and went SPLAT! First time I ever cried on the mat... -whimper- He feels bad though so I forgave him, it isn't that big of a deal. It hurts but I'm not scarred, if I was I'd kill him.

Anyways I'm going to unplug my net (like that's going to happen for real >_>) and work on this thing.

Toodles.

Today wasn't as eventful as I hoped but it wasn't a total waste of a day. :)

First I went to logic class, zoned out again for the last half hour. I'm not very proud of that. FYE was interesting, there were Barbies involved... and Jasmine got the Barbie song by Aqua stuck in my head, rawr. >.< We went out to eat. Again. I really need to stop or I won't have spending moneys for my weapons for aikido :( I want a jo and bokken now dammit. Then I can make my own weapon bag and feel awesome, I bet I'll put a butterfly and a tentacle monster on it eventually. Hehe.

I had fun spending time with Jasmine today and my Starr boys. I went to hang out with my boys after logic tutoring which helped me A LOT. I love Professor Bendall but I just have trouble following along sometimes. Emily was even nice enough to offer to help me again outside of her tutoring hours tomorrow. <33333 Richard went with me too but he left early.

I pretty much stayed in Tommy and Martin's room till 11pm, I laid in Martin's bed playing my DS, I hate Fire Emblem so much at the moment. I think at one point I fell asleep, curse the ITIS from dinner!  And as of tonight I am now a fan of the Riches. :)

I'm not looking forward to waking up tomorrow, raaaaaawr. I enjoy my history class but not at 8am, I have to pry myself out of bed and slip into "clothes". It has been cold lately so I just stick to wearing a hoodie and my comfy warm pants for that class, I look like I just rolled out of bed. Haha. I'm a lazy college student, what do you want from me?

Time to sleep :) or I'll never wake up. I'm definitely looking forward to keeping busy this weekend and going to a football team meeting friday. Coach Arruza finally emailed me back <3 And apparently on Thursday I'm going to HSC... not sure how that happened. Oh well

I already know in advance no one is reading this, I just linked this on my Facebook a few minutes ago. Maybe this will be read by someone eventually, I don't really care either way. I just want somewhere to upload cute avatars and bitch about my life.

I think I'm going back to fooling around on LJ, I'll probably message good ol' Sarah (Roko) later so she can help me get into the swing of things, (she'll probably link me to interesting communities) God I miss talking to her. Lol. I haven't seen her since winter break and she is one of my oldest friends since middle school, what's wrong with me? Dx

Anyways, I just turned in some assignments today. I'm awfully pissed at myself for half-assing my annotated bibliography but I am sadly starting to not care as much as before, not college in general but just my English 185 course. Every time I'm in that class I feel like shooting myself in the head. I feel good about my paper for FYE, it was extremely easy, I barely used the book. However, this break in assignments does not leave me 100% happy, I have to remember that I have an synthesis paper due next week, another paper in FYE due thursday, and a logic exam on thursday. Fuck.

I love college but the course work piles up so quickly in no time at all. I can't wait for a calmer week, this one will be hell, I know it. I just want to chill with my friends, play some video games, watch some South Park, and just sit back and relax while being my silly self.
At least I have this weekend's party to look forward to, I'll try not to get as drunk. However, I doubt Matt and company will support that, they will make sure I'm wasted. -nervous laugh-

I love hanging out in Starr, all my favorite boys in one dorm = paradise. If I didn't have work, homework, and aikido I'd be in there all day with Martin, Tommy, and Richard. <3

So, I'll probably write up an introductory entry later, maybe tomorrow if I'm bored at work. Until then, farewell.